I’ve fallen out of touch with my spiritual teachers (Loki and Amun). I used to contact them on daily basis and ĺater I could talk to Loki just by feeling his presence around me even outside meditation.
Now I can’t even successfully do a shamanic journey to see them. I can feel them, but just barely. I can’t seem to get back in touch, I can’t find the right path. And I’ve been trying for quite a while now.
Lately I also feel like I could use some sort of prayer or mantra, since I’m not really religious. Or maybe an altar. I don’t know, I’ve never done any of those things, it was always just me and my meditations…
Can any of you help? Any ideas? Have you ever fallen away from your spiritual path and then successfully got back? I could use any helpful words right now, thank you!♥
Can anyone help with words of advice?
I’ve talked about this a little, but not much. I recently went through a crisis of faith. I found myself doubting my patron’s love, and even existence, when He wasn’t around. I didn’t even realize that I was doubting that badly until He pretty much dropped me in the depths of the ocean in my headspace and I was basically left to sink or swim.
It took me, literally, ripping what I believed and felt to the very foundation to rebuild my faith better and stronger. I’m in a much better place now, but I won’t my path back from that hurt immensely. I had to sit down and figure out why I doubted and what within myself caused that. No fun.
Maybe look into evolving your spiritual practices into a religious one as you go? There is no right or wrong way to do that, either. If you feel you need a mantra or prayer look into one, or make your own. And altars can be as simple or as complex as you want them to be. A picture and a candle on a small surface count just as much as having a dining room table decked out with statues and a hundred candles and incense burners.
I’m more than happy to talk with you if you like and my askbox and inbox are always open. ❤
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