witchofkeys:

Seriously, though… Where were the urges to shower and prepare for this like this morning? I feel like I just say there and let this go by without any effort on my part. :c

I was also wondering why I wasn’t feeling the nice energy shift like others and then I realized that my anxiety was blocking that.

Essentially my anxiety went “There was a shift… What. The. Fuck. Was. That?!?! SHOULD I PANIC?!?! I FEEL LIKE YES?!”

And that’s why I’m not feeling it so much it as nicely, but as I calm my anxiety down I’m starting to feel it more. Still wish I’d have belt like preparing more for this.

@sylvaetria Mine has retreated now for the most part. I really just had to go about my day like nothing happened and let myself adjust.
I still have that feeling that things are changing and shifting, but it’s almost like I can’t look it straight in the eyes yet?

Honestly my gut is pointing me towards the vacation trip coming up. It’s a trip to the mountains of NC AND the coast… Anyone who knows me well enough knows that those are both areas with mega feels for me, so I keep feeling like whatever my shift is it’s coming around then. Exciting and nerve wrecking, honestly.