Darkness: *Comforting embrace*
Cicadas: *Weaves prophetic dreams with their song*
Spellcraft: *The winds of inspiration breathe down your neck with reminders of those thousands of witches before you*
Storm: *Screams so you don’t have to. Let’s you use its body to let go of your pain*
Church Bell: *Vibrates your body on a reminiscent level in order to give you a feeling of contentedness*
That one Oak Tree: *Drops its leaves, orange, yellow, and red, to show you the magic of death. That change is balanced and purposeful*
I have to believe that caring for myself is not self indulgent. Caring for myself is an act of survival.
You, your blog and your other social media accounts are such a powerful motive of expression and I for one am honored to be able to view and glimpse into your process and to share space with you. You are real, unapologetically so and I appreciate you so much. I am glad to know you and I look forward to what you bring to the table in my dashboard experience and our mutual online friendship.
Thank you so much, Ivan. Your voice, as it were, is always so uplifting and you always have the words to make me feel like my voice really matters. I appreciate that, and you, so much. Thank you for being you and offering so much love and support for everyone, not just myself.
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You are loved. You are heard. You matter. With your consent, sending you a big hug.
Those three little sentences mean so so much. Thank you.
You, your blog and your other social media accounts are such a powerful motive of expression and I for one am honored to be able to view and glimpse into your process and to share space with you. You are real, unapologetically so and I appreciate you so much. I am glad to know you and I look forward to what you bring to the table in my dashboard experience and our mutual online friendship.
Thank you so much, Ivan. Your voice, as it were, is always so uplifting and you always have the words to make me feel like my voice really matters. I appreciate that, and you, so much. Thank you for being you and offering so much love and support for everyone, not just myself.
What I write and post on this blog, ultimately, is for myself. It took me quite awhile to realize that little fact. I love my followers and mutuals and the fact that you are here means that on some level you relate to my seemingly insignificant ramblings and bitchings. I appreciate you all, truly, but it took a long time for me to really see that in the end I post for myself.
Not everyone gives a damn about my journey of healing from the shit I’ve been through and that’s alright. Not everyone gives a crap about my beliefs and religion and that’s fine too. I still will write about them no matter how many people like or reply or comment on these things. Why? Because the things I write matter to me.
Are there people who may relate to whatever I say in their own way? Maybe, who knows. Are there people out there who think I’m just in this for attention? Yep, there are. The thing is that they don’t truly know me any better than the next person. If they did they’d know that I let people know that I’m online and open to talk because I know what it’s like to feel like I have no one. I never want my followers and mutuals to feel like they are on this site alone and can’t open up about their days or ask questions about the things that they love.
Do I like the attention? Sure! Who doesn’t? But helping someone who doesn’t know who to turn to is more rewarding than just being liked by strangers. That’s why I do it and those that only see an attention seeker haven’t really tried to look much deeper than their own insecurities.
TLDR; I adore you all and I’m always here to help when you need answers or just someone to vent to. I post the things that mean something to me and I’m glad when they can resonate with you guys too. Thank you for being here and giving me a platform for my rantings and feels.
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If anyone’s wondering: Yes, I do realize that I haven’t followed through on doing my tarot reading giveaway for my follower milestone. I’m hopeful that this week I’ll have the time and energy to open them up for you guys. Also, this would be a follower only event and I may turn off anon for this, though private readings would be an option.
A note that just bc I open them for a few hours or more doesn’t mean it won’t take a week to get through them all. Spoons be hard to come by, yo. 😝
I realize that sometimes some of the things I post are a bit cryptic… Or shrouded in their meaning. I just want to put it out there that I have a policy on my blog that if you ever are curious about a text post or a tag I use you can always feel free to come and ask me about it. Anon is always on in case you are too anxious to do so publicly, but the policy always stands at you CAN ask.
Now if the topic behind a tag is super super personal I may not always give the full story but I will give you an answer in some shape form or fashion. 😊
When you lay awake unable to sleep and spin a relationship that’s broken and over in your head like a tale of myth and lore and realize… it may be a bit fantastic, but it plays out no less painfully than real life. 😞
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