Just a taste of what I cannot haveJust one momentary lapse in judgementIt won’t hurtIt won’t matterBut it does hurtAnd it does matterJust one moment of weaknessAnd you’ve undone all you’ve worked forAll you’ve fought forWas it worth itWas it good for youIt’s your strength unraveled And your commitment shatteredWell doneWell fucking done Thanks
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shame
I’ve let myself downI do not concern myself with others impressions or idealsBut I have let myself downI have let anger seep into my mouthAnd despair has nestled into my chestAnd now having realized it fullyI am soaked through with shameI am not the person I need to beI am not as strong as I canContinue reading “shame”
Poem for Freyja emphasizing her warrior aspect; blood dripping from her fingers and iron splintering before her fury
As I told a mutual of mine… I am hesitant to do deity poems because of the sheer number of worshippers on this site. I do not want to misrepresent a God/dess and have drama resulting from it. Also I am not familiar with a lot of deities, and that makes me uncomfortable in writingContinue reading “Poem for Freyja emphasizing her warrior aspect; blood dripping from her fingers and iron splintering before her fury”
Hey, I like your site! I had a question and a poem suggestion. The question is about stones… I am really fascinated by amethyst, and I found this store that has it cut into different shapes. I like the sphere the best, but they also have pyramid and obelisk. Is there any meaning to those? And my poem suggestion: “A keyhole in a tree”
There are meanings to them, but for the life of me I can’t find any reliable info on them. As for the poem request I will do it as a post instead of an answer. I hope that’s alright. Followers, do you have any resources on what the geometric shapes mentioned above mean/represent?
Melancholy
Deep inside lies a hole in meA place where happiness is swallowed wholeAnd where no light reachesA melancholy I’ve known as long as I can rememberI try not to feed the darknessBut it stays nonethelessIt thrives in times of stressAnd shrinks away when happiness prevailsDeep inside lies a part of meAnd I accept it andContinue reading “Melancholy”
Lust
HeatedHeadyLike liquor in SummerSublimeBreathyAppreciation in a murmur No loveJust lustOnly a July night to rememberNo rushingJust sighingAnd eyes lit like embers Thanks for the word anon!
Do you have any favorite essential oils or water infusions?
Essential Oils: Lavender is my most used and favorite second would be rose; then lemon, tea tree, and peppermint. Water infusions usually only go as far as squeezing lemon into my water. It’s uplifting, good for your immune system, and in general pleasing to my taste buds. If there’s an oil or water infusion forContinue reading “Do you have any favorite essential oils or water infusions?”
What is Cernunnos like? I’ve wanted to work with him for a while but I’m scared. I’m dedicated to someone else and I’m still learning and I feel like I shouldn’t, but I could at least introduce myself. Thanks for your time :)
Taking a small break from writing to answer this. I would definitely speak with the deity you’re dedicated to and just let them know that you aren’t trying to step on anyone’s toes, and that you’re just saying hello to Cernunnos. I will tell you that, for me, Cernunnos has required no dedication or oath.Continue reading “What is Cernunnos like? I’ve wanted to work with him for a while but I’m scared. I’m dedicated to someone else and I’m still learning and I feel like I shouldn’t, but I could at least introduce myself. Thanks for your time :)”
Howling
They pierce the night with mournful cries.The sound sends shivers down your spine.“It’s just the Coyotes.” you tell yourself quietly,But there’s more to them than that.They are the wild dogs who roam the forests deep.They are a snapping snarling pack of dark souls.They sweep through fields leaving no tracks and no trail.They rush past theContinue reading “Howling”
I have problems visualizing things in my head, meditation is hard for me (i usually fall asleep, or my mouth does this thing that it forgets how to swallow) and i feel like failure of a witch. I still do decent spells but i dont think i can do anything powerful or work my inner self. And ive always wanted to go to the astral plane (and lucid dream but I’m scared to wake up during sleep paralysis) do you have anything that can help me?? Please and thank you!!!! Blessed Be )O(
Hoo… These are not my strong suits, honestly. I meditate by focusing on my breathing, and that’s the only way I know how to do it. I don’t really do a lot of visualization. Astral and lucid dreaming aren’t my area either. I’ve only been maybe once or twice, and I was brought there forContinue reading “I have problems visualizing things in my head, meditation is hard for me (i usually fall asleep, or my mouth does this thing that it forgets how to swallow) and i feel like failure of a witch. I still do decent spells but i dont think i can do anything powerful or work my inner self. And ive always wanted to go to the astral plane (and lucid dream but I’m scared to wake up during sleep paralysis) do you have anything that can help me?? Please and thank you!!!! Blessed Be )O(“
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