(1/2) Hi! This isn’t a reading request- I’m a previous Godfeels anon, and I figured that I’d give you an update, especially since I know readings can be a lot. It was a little over a month ago, but I had talked with you about my search in returning to the Church versus feeling drawn to Apollo or outside pantheons. I kept playing around with the idea. I kept looking to the Theoi, towards acts of appreciation towards them, but I think the nail in the coffin was this- I could never feel anything-

(2/2) In churches, though, in those quiet moments in the dark- I did. Everytime I’ve earnestly reached out to a divinity in this form, something reached back. I think that’s enough for me now, & enough for me to listen. I’ve been given an honest choice, and this is the path to go. Am IContinue reading “(1/2) Hi! This isn’t a reading request- I’m a previous Godfeels anon, and I figured that I’d give you an update, especially since I know readings can be a lot. It was a little over a month ago, but I had talked with you about my search in returning to the Church versus feeling drawn to Apollo or outside pantheons. I kept playing around with the idea. I kept looking to the Theoi, towards acts of appreciation towards them, but I think the nail in the coffin was this- I could never feel anything-“

What I mean by “God Feels”

Here’s my little description on what I mean…  ~Do you have these moments of overwhelming love for your God(s)? Those are God Feels. ~Do you have moments of frustration because Gods are so cryptic and elusive with details? Those are God Feels. ~Do you ever just get overcome with gratitude, thankfulness, appreciation, or any noticeableContinue reading “What I mean by “God Feels””

I was raised in the protestant church, and I’ve had strong religious experiences. I’ve prayed and a God has answered. For the longest time They seemed happy to be worshipped as the God I was taught I knew. Last year I had a crisis of faith, purposefully rejecting divinity, and when I came back to belief this summer I was no longer certain Who exactly I was or wanted to talk to. The church and YHWH have been my home, but I’m not sure it was what I wanted- or if what I wanted was most relevant

(2/-) Ravens and crows had always been important to me, so I thought perhaps Odin or Apollon might be a start. But on a feeling, I went to a Mass, and the altarpiece was a raven, and a joke I had made on the chapel’s doors being locked was quoted back at me, “Ask andContinue reading “I was raised in the protestant church, and I’ve had strong religious experiences. I’ve prayed and a God has answered. For the longest time They seemed happy to be worshipped as the God I was taught I knew. Last year I had a crisis of faith, purposefully rejecting divinity, and when I came back to belief this summer I was no longer certain Who exactly I was or wanted to talk to. The church and YHWH have been my home, but I’m not sure it was what I wanted- or if what I wanted was most relevant”

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