Kate rambles – Amethyst’s Archive

Apologies, yet again, for my prolonged absence. I’ve been hiding in my fandom cave and ignoring the world for the most part. Also the 15th was a year since my mom passed and I’ve been working through all that mess again. *sigh* I’m still checking in daily and I love you all. Take care andContinue reading

Feeling homesick for a place I’ve never actually lived is strange. 😶

Ramble Ramble Today was my mom’s funeral. She’ll be cremated and I guess we’ll be there when she’s buried in the family plot. Everyone kept asking how I was all day and I don’t think they understand. They weren’t around like we were. They didn’t see her steadily decline in health and deal with herContinue reading

Personal Update:

We had a family get together today with my two brothers, two great aunts, mom, dad, nephew, cousin, and husband. I was stressed and worried someone might act like an ass, as my oldest brother is known to do, but everyone was really well behaved. Sad I have to say that about grown ass people.Continue reading “Personal Update:”

“Making arrangements” for someone who isn’t even technically dead yet is just… really weird and uncomfortable to me. My most popular answer with my father lately has been “Yeah.” and “Uh huh.” bc I literally have no other words to say.

I love all of my friends. I cherish them dearly and I appreciate their kind words of sympathy… But I hate sitting here having to give them play by plays of my mom’s current condition and reading all the thoughtful messages they send. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to have to tell people IContinue reading

I was talking with a friend, whom I consider a brother, about my shitty week. After venting and everything he tells me this. “I’m here if you ever need me. Sometimes we forget about the backup. Even Batman has the Robins.” What an absolute nerd.

Adulthood isn’t always all it’s cracked up to be. We think adulthood is being financially sound, doing whatever we want, and going out all the time. Sometimes, though, adulthood is having to suck it up and ask your Dad for $20 so you’ll have enough gas to make it to payday. Sometimes it’s staying homeContinue reading

I’m honestly fed up with the world today, that includes myself, and I’m just going to spend the day on the couch in a mountain of blankets with my vape and my sheep plush I think. *sigh* Adulthood blows sometimes. Someone send pizza. I’d love you for eternity.

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I know I haven’t been very active lately. I don’t really know why, either. I’ve just been in my own little world with writing and spending my evenings with the hubs. Things are going pretty well lately. Mom is in treatment for the new issue that popped up awhile back, but she’s doing really wellContinue reading “~_~”