I imagine after that many cycles you are quite tired. If you are that close to the end, though, I feel it would be worth hanging around to see how the whole thing ends! I can understand somewhat, though I doubt I can ever truly understand it fully, the whole weary and tired of theContinue reading “I used to feel that I knew the world because I am on my second to last cycle according to the Mayans. But as I’m getting older I feel as if I can’t handle the world, that even if my soul is old the world is too new and too challenging and I am unable to meet it’s difficulties head on. If it weren’t for my bf I’d probably not be here. But I know there will come a day when that no longer has power over me”