Personal – Page 9 – Amethyst’s Archive

I’m so ready for this stressed out, pissed off, depressed mood swing shit to be over with. I was in a perfectly good mood today until it came to money and dealing with the family. It took my fiancé to pull me out of my funk and make me feel even half decent again. I’mContinue reading

Current Mood: “Why bother?”

I keep trying to flip hair over my shoulder that isn’t there anymore. asdfghjkl; Gonna take some getting used to again. *sigh*

My mother is an Art Blasphemer…

Mom: I hate the painting I did. Me: Okay, paint over it… Mom: I’m not painting over it. I’m gonna trash it. Me: Wh- Why… then give it to me! *is confused and offended by this* Mom: *goes on to get all pissy about how she can’t art and whatever* Me: Why would you wasteContinue reading “My mother is an Art Blasphemer…”

Mom going on about me staying reliable with my cleaning job is not helping how I feel. Ugggh. Kind of hard to clean a church when I’m all swimmy in the head and can’t find a day where my fiance’ can help. Perfect day. Perfect freaking day. >_< I’m heading home. No data on phone soContinue reading

If this ends…

If this ends there will be no more unexpected drop ins to steal you away for the weekend. There will be no more shopping days spent laughing and being witchy and silly. There will be no more tarot readings and deep intuitive talks about what they mean. No more thoughtful gifts that weren’t expected. NoContinue reading “If this ends…”

This moment of doubt and self deprecation brought to you by an ego the size of Alabama and social anxiety all in one screwed up person! That is all.

Current Mood: Restless, random, and realllly freaking hungry…

Current Mood: In need of a half a chocolate cake, a soda, and a lot more copper wire.

head desk

My mother wants me to be Catholic. I’m Pagan. She doesn’t know this. She knows I’m a witch, but refuses to leave me be about Christianity. I’ve gotten to the point that I just… don’t respond to the statements and ideas she spouts anymore. Ugh. Now my fiance’ is talking about being confirmed in theContinue reading “*head desk*”