I’m trying not to get my hopes up anymore. I want so desperately to feel excited about things but it seems like whenever I allow myself to be truly enthusiastic about something I get an equally negative reaction of crushing depression when it doesn’t work out. It’s become a risk to feel excitement and IDK. I think I just need some encouragement please because I’m feeling down. Sorry.

There was a point in time where everything I planned failed miserably. Date nights, shopping trips, time with friends, and even things I wanted to do by myself. If I planned it or looked forward to it it inevitably flopped.  Things eventually got better after awhile, but at some point I just quit looking forward toContinue reading “I’m trying not to get my hopes up anymore. I want so desperately to feel excited about things but it seems like whenever I allow myself to be truly enthusiastic about something I get an equally negative reaction of crushing depression when it doesn’t work out. It’s become a risk to feel excitement and IDK. I think I just need some encouragement please because I’m feeling down. Sorry.”

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