I don’t think it’s all that uncommon. I feel that way sometimes myself. You do all these little gestures or chants and burn things and shake jars full of stuff and you feel like a total fool sometimes. It’s weird. With deities… I still have moments that I think I’m just nuts, but there’s beenContinue reading “Is it uncommon to feel torn about my craft? I’m an extremely practical person who trusts my senses and it sometimes makes it hard to connect with the paranormal/higher plane. It’s not that I don’t believe, but because I can’t see or hear or touch it, I find it hard to believe. Maybe it’s why I’ve never worked with a deity before. I’ve had experiences outside the “normal” realm that I can’t deny, and I have faith in my own craft, but does it ever feel fake to anyone else? Like they’re playing?”